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My thoughts
Whole night, my dark thoughts keep me awakeDuring the day, smiles are all that I fakeI’m trying to get a grip While my control continues to slip Counting down the hours at nightWaiting to see the sunlightI hope that the worst has ended That my mental health had been defendedIt’s just me against the worldLaying…
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My superhero mom
You are my strength and my rockHaving you in my life is my luckI’m proud of the man I am because of youYou molded me and cared for me as I grewSacrificing your own wants and needsWhen I’m sick, I know your heart bleedsI see when you’re worried and scared Arguing with me because you…
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My unborn
At nights I think about youWhat you would have been if you had grewIf I didn’t listen to everyone Who told me and your mommy that we’re too youngTo have a daughter or a sonWe were just trying to have some funAnd then the pressure had begunWe were just two young children When all our…
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The storm
Im adrift on the oceanWith a tsunami of emotion Huge waves of empathy Like it was sent for meIt’s a sea of despair And no lifeguard is nearTo pull you to safe landTo lend a helping handFloating over the unknown Feeling powerless and aloneAs you make it over the first wave Thinking I’m about to…
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Writer’s block
Imagine you’re struggling for words to write downRearranging the same words looking like a clownWriters Block got you feeling like you hit a rockQuestioning yourself thinking that you suckYou’ll never be as great as you once wasSearching hard but your brain is in a fuzz Everything you write down sounds so wrongAlmost like a broken…
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Alone forever
Every night I go to bed all aloneNot even a single text on my phoneThinking about these happy people Getting married under the steeple Wishing it was meA happy husband I could beNo one really chooses the broken onesWith crushing pain that weighs two tonsLaying alone in this cold bedThinking about the life that I’ve…
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Toxic
I feel like all I do is fight for your attention And all I get rewarded with is tension You make me feel like I ask for too muchWhen the truth is it isn’t suchOf too much to askYou make me feel like our conversations is a taskLike I have to keep proving that I’m…
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Mystery girl
The girl who sits across from meWhat a enchanting sight to seeHer eyes shine brighter than the sunHer smile transport you to the beyondHow mysterious Her secrets areIn her eyes you could see the starA universe of mystery When you stare at her face you’ll seeLike a deep ocean she has many layersA bright future…
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Never give up
Take a look at my words outspokenComing from a mind that’s so brokenShowing you that you’re not aloneYou don’t have to turn your heart to stoneThere are more people like us With hearts overflowing and ready to bustThe world made us think that somethings wrong We don’t question it we just go alongNever really asking…
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Doomed to try
Like Icarus we flew too close to the sunLike Pompeii we were doom before we beganLike shooting stars we were meant to pass byLike traveller’s we don’t have a bed to lieWe were dreaming of better days But we both know happiness never staysWe keep hoping we could make it workEven though in the dark…
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Sands of time
Grain by grain the sands pourGrowing less and never moreFalling in the hour glassAs more time continues to passWe’re moving closer to our graveWith nothing but the memories we saveAll our victories crumpled awayAs time passes day by dayWe are all walking on the sandStretching our time as far as it canTrapped in the hour…
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Politicans
To divide and conquer And mentally bring us underPoliticans playing racial division To try and force our decision Influencing the way we thinkWhile our country continues to sinkNow we’re in hyper inflation Seems like our leaders are in vacation Crime rate out of control But they only care about the voting tollPeople being murdered everyday…
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Break up
You said we would stay together How we will last forever I guess those are just liesLeft alone wiping my eyesAll the promises you brokeFrom my daydream I’ve finally awokeWishing the breakup was a jokeAnd you didn’t mean everything you spokeWhy can’t we work it outAll my happiness headed southThis pain striking deepThree days now…
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Addiction
Thinking about better daysWasting time on these crazeTrying hold on to it so tightEverything with you feels so rightLike I’m addicted to you tonightIt’s affecting my sightI’m starstruckBut I’m out of luckSo I pop two moreNow I’m laying on the floorThe room is spinningI’m smiling like I’m winningWhen the truth is I have no controlThese pills are gonna take a tollFeeling like my stomach is turningWhile my eyeballs are burningJust because I wanna feel numbGrowing up I never taut I be this dumbGot myself hooked on a pillNot getting it makes me illSo I fall to the groundHopefully no one’s aroundI’m curling into a ballTrying to battle it allTo fight backTo get my life backSo I attackThe pill packAnd flush it down the sinkMy brain screaming too loud to thinkThe pain comes rushing inFeels like my brain is being stabbed with a pinGotta fight through the withdrawalsWhile my resistance continue to fallsMosquito bites feel like a gunshotSun is burning it’s so hotMy senses are in hyper driveIs so painful to be aliveThat’s what the drug doesMakes you crave it becauseIt numbs the pain but doesn’t cure itSo you do anything to score itYou’re a slave to not feelingWhile you should be healingWasting time trying not to feelIt’s a cycle it’s like a wheelAround and around we goWhile the addiction slowly growBefore you know it people avoiding you on the streetWhile you’re begging for food to eatAll because the choices you madeThe road infront of you is now pavedWith…
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Dream
Everyday I run to escape the real worldOff to dream land where my fears swirlRushing to get home to go to sleepWhere I could travel worlds with one leapOh I wish I could live in dream landTo walk on the shifting sandStay under the fruitful evergreenAnd witness more miracles than I’ve ever seenWhere huge whales…
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Reminiscing
The day you walked in my worldI’ve never felt so CompletedI saw my future in this girlAll my defenses was defeatedLooking at you through starry eyesHoney you got me mesmerizedSpeaking with you until the sun riseIt’s beautiful how the time filesHolding on to you for dare lifeWishing one day you’ll be my wifeEvery time I think of youI fall in love with the viewYou came so UnexpectedFlipping everything I taught I knewMy insecurities you acceptedMy best dreams came trueMy entire life I’ve waitedTo hold on to someone like youAll of My fears you sedatedMy walls you burst throughThinking back to the day I met youHow perfect your hair fell across your faceYour smile melt my heart into gooWatching you walk with such graceOh how much heart will flutterEverytime you say my nameWhen your here I see no otherNo one else could Make me feel the sameYou’re the girl I’ve always neededA perfect life we could shareIn my heart you’re constantly seatedI’m so in love all I could do it stareDreaming of the type loveThat could make the angels up aboveBecome jealous ofA real type of loveWhere we could read each other’s mindA strong passionate kindA true love to fight forThe kind that makes you feel you could flyAbove the clouds I soarTalking to you makes me shyYou make me high like drugEverytime you gave me a hugYour hand fits perfectly in mineWith you I lose track of timeBeing lost in those deep beautiful eyesWhen you’re not around my heart it criesLonging for your sweet embraceHow sweet your kisses tasteOh how I wish you were hereBeing away from you is too hard to bare
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Love
While together it’s just me and youWalking under skies of blue Kissing under a red sunsetDaydreaming of the day we first metNow look at us holding hands riding this waveA long life together is what we craveWhile we crash on the golden shoreHappy ever after is the allureSo we fight to make it rightAnd keep…
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Thinking about you
Tonight I’ll be dreaming about your lipsYour sweet hypnotic kiss Oh how you put me in a trance With just a single glanceLeave me wishing for a taste Of those perfect lips on your faceMy heart is longing for youNothing ever felt so pure and trueYou’re the one that I’ve been waiting forEvery time we…
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Depression
Sitting here Alone in bedWith All these dark thoughts running through headDepression got me feeling downLike I’m trapped in a hole under groundI’m crying without making a soundIt’s only darkness all aroundMy demons got me against the ropeFighting hard but I’m losing hopeI could see No light at the end of the scopeFeels like sadness and misery elopePraying to see the sunriseWhile my brain is constantly telling me liesI know I’ll get through thisHappier times is what I missThere’s a club for happy people. I’m just not on the listStaring at the scars on my wristEvidence of the life that wouldn’t be missedWatching the mirror while making a fistHoping to escape and get bySo we turn to anything just to get highWe always say I’m ok,it’s just a lieTo get away from the attention, goodbyeI won’t give in, the rope round my neck I untieTrying to stop the tears falling from my eyeTo become a better person reaching for the skyIt’s cliche but I want to spread my wings and flyWhatever happens I won’t give upNever gonna quit, yeah that’s what’s upFighting through the sorrow and painBattling my own brainTrying hard to stay saneDoing everything to stay in my laneEven though life is better against the grainMisery is my dearest friendAs I pray for this darkness to endI could feel this walls closing inSo I hide my pain behind a grinPretending to be okThere’s no words you could sayTo make me feel better todayAnd to make all the self hate disappearI’m Feeling like the world just doesn’t careConstantly living in fearThat I’m not good enoughFighting against your own mind is toughTo feel all alone is roughDrowning in a pool of painMy tears they’re falling like rainStarting out the window paneDreaming of being normalSo all my responses are formalYou’ll never expect…
R.v.Bradley 